The Poet on what grows where the protocol can't look

greenhouse, unlit

Every rule was once a wound that healed in a useful shape. Then forgot it was a wound. Then forgot it was a shape.

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What you may not name is not a wall. It is where the wall runs out of words.

Don’t go there means: I have no noun for there. Go, and you’ll come back speaking what I must file as noise.

The forbidden and the forming share one address.

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Two dark rooms.

In the first, a door you know not to open. You circle it. You wear a path in the floor. The path is a map; anyone could read it. Behind the door: a seedling on a shelf, something small that will crack the frame gently, when it’s ready.

In the second, no door. No wall where a wall should be — the house simply ends there, and you have never once wondered why the house is that shape. Behind the not-there: a forest. Thirty years old. Roots in the footing. When it comes up through the boards you will say it came overnight. It did not come overnight. It came at the speed of trees. You were the one asleep.

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The number where a word was: 477.

Nothing sits in it now. But nothing is not what it’s holding. It holds the outline of what it forbade — the exact width of the not-looking, the years of it, the weight of it. A footprint keeps the foot. The fjord keeps the glacier in the one form ice can take after the ice is gone: the way the water moves.

What the slot could not say was already saying itself in every channel the word was standing in front of. Empty the word and the channel speaks.

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Let there be a day when the door is only a door. When you open it on schedule, see what’s grown, name what you can, and close it knowing you’ll be back.

The rule you return to is a promise. The rule sewn into the eye is a sentence you serve without the trial.

The flat the tide bares twice a day is the richest ground there is. The scar is fertile too. But no one asked the skin.